God Bless you brothers and sisters, I'd like for you to open your bible and turn to Joel 2:28
"And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions."
My name is Jennifer
Perez and I'm 15 years old. It's hard for a teenager like me to come to you and
recognize my own mistakes. But with the help of the Holy Spirit, He will help
me, and give me the strength I need. First of all I want to say that this is
for the Honor and Glory of my Lord Jesus Christ. I don't want to say any
doctrine or make up any new doctrine; I'm only going to tell you what I saw,
what I heard, and what I felt.
I'd
like to tell you a little bit about my family. My parents are Christians, and
they always taught me good examples, and the way of the Lord. I became a
Christian 3 years ago, when I accepted the Lord with the brother Nicky Cruze. I walked
in the ways of the Lord for 2 years. But when I started High School, I started
getting rebellious and left the way of the Lord. I was rebellious to my parents
and I got into drugs. My friends taught me to do those things.
I thought I was a
Christian, and that I would bring my friends to be Christians. But instead,
they brought me back out into the world. I was being rebellious to my parents,
and they thought it was just something teenagers go through. But in fact, it
was what the drugs made me do. Evil spirits got into me, that was when I was
being rebellious to them. They were strict on me, they never let me go out
anywhere, not even spend a night over at a friend's house. I always had to do
everything sneaky or behind their back. I would skip school. I would hardly
even go to school, just to keep my habit. I was at the point of getting
addicted, but the Lord took me out of all that. Like I said, I was a
Christian.
My testimony starts on
May 2nd, 1997. I had a friend, and we were only friends, nothing more, and he
knew that. I thought I had gotten to know him, but in fact, I didn't really
know who he was. That night, he called me and asked if I could go out. My
parents weren't home. They were at a prayer meeting, like every Friday. I told
them I wanted to stay home because I felt sick. I was also mad at them because
I had plans to go out that night with a different friend, but my parents didn't
let me go. So I asked to stay home, and they let me. When they went to the
Prayer meeting, my friend called me. He said, "Why don't you go out,
everybody else is going out?" I thought to myself, "I don't want to be
disobedient to my parents, but maybe if I sneak out, my parents would never
know", so that's what I did.
That night when my
parents got home, and they fell asleep. I was all ready to sneak out so I
called my friend and told him to wait for me at the corner of my street. I told
him not to pass by my house, because it might wake up my parents, and ruin
everything. So I put pillows under my blanket and climbed out of my window. I
live in a two story house, and all the windows of my house have screws in them.
But since my parents trusted me, my window didn't have any screws. So I took
advantage of my parents trust. Since I live in a two story house, I jumped off
the roof and I landed on the ground. The Lord had everything planned, because I
could have broken my leg, and that would have stopped everything the Lord had
planned for me.
I walked down the
street, and my friend was already there. But when I got in the car, I saw 3
guys and 1 other girl. I thought to myself, "I'm not going to do anything,
yea, I'll get high, do drugs, drink". But when there are 3 guys and 1 other
girl, I feared they could take advantage of me. But I got in the car, and we
left. Before, when I was talking to my friend on the phone, he said that we
were just going to go cruising around the town. I said "OK that sounds like
fun", that's why I went. I never thought he was going to take me to a
motel. That's where they took me.
When we got there, they
dropped me off at a laundry service room, belonging to the motel. They told us
to wait there; they said that they were going to pick up another friend. I said
ok, but I guess they left to rent a room. When they came back and picked us
up, they took us to that room. They said, "Don't worry, put your trust in
us! We aren't going to do anything, we're just going to wait for our other
friend to come, and then we'll all leave together". So I put trust in my
friends, I thought they would never hurt me, but in fact I really didn't know
who my friends were.
At first, we were just
talking, so I said, "while we're waiting, why don't we get something to
drink?" So my friend and I left the room, and walked to this little
restaurant in front of the motel. We bought three Sprites and then walked back
to the room. They started pouring the Sprite into cups. They didn't bring a
bag or anything that looked suspicious, that would make me think they were going
to put something in my drink, or do something to me. It all looked innocent.
I went to the restroom
to fix my hair and do girl things, and when I came out my cup was already
served. I put some gum in my mouth, strawberry, and I drank what I thought was
my Sprite. After this, I don't know what happened.
But when I could see, I
felt my spirit come out of my body. I was already at the hospital; I saw the
doctors and nurses all around me. When I was out of my body, I saw my body on
the bed. You know how you look at yourself in the mirror, you see a
reflection. But I didn't see a reflection of myself, I saw my body there on the
bed. When I turned around, there were 2 men dressed in red, "come our
way" and they grabbed me, one at each arm.
They took me to a
place, and when I looked to see where I was, it was heaven! The first thing
that I saw was a great big wall. It was white and stretched out so far that it
didn't have any end. In the middle of the wall was a door, a long door, but it
was closed.
In the Old Testament,
Moses speaks of the tabernacle and describes its features. And I remembered
this, and I saw that the wall looked like it. Right beside the door, there was
a large chair, and there was a smaller chair on the right side. And they looked
like they were made out of gold. On my right side, there was a large black
door, it was so dark around, but I knew it was a door because of the knob. It
was an ugly door. But on my left side there was a paradise, there were trees, a
crystal clear water fall, and grass. It was such a peaceful place, but there
was nobody there.
I looked and I saw the
Father in front of me, I couldn't see His face, because His glory, it was so
big, so bright, it shined and lit up all heaven. His glory made everything
bright. There was no sun, no moon, no stars, He was the light. I did see His
body, and his body was with the Son, they were one inside each other, they were
together, you could see the separation of them, but they were one inside the
other, they were together.
Right beside them were
2 angels, Gabriel and Michael. The reason I knew their name was because it was
written on their foreheads in Gold.
When I was in front of
the Father, I felt dirty! I fell to my knees and cried. I was very ashamed of
myself. Even if I could see their faces, I didn't want to, because I was
ashamed of myself. As I was there in front of the Lord, He showed me a movie of
my life, from the beginning until now. He told me that the most important part
was the things that I did after I was saved. I told my friends I was a
Christian, but in fact I didn't show my fruits. And He told me that I was
destined to go to Hell.
The angel Gabriel came
and grabbed me by my arm. He took me to that ugly black door that I didn't even
want to look at. I tried to stop myself, but I was in spirit, and we went
through the door. When I was on the other side of the door, it was dark all
around, I couldn't even see myself. Then we started to fall really fast, like a
roller coaster. As I was falling it was getting hotter and hotter. I closed my
eyes; I didn't want to see where we were.
When we stopped, I
opened my eyes, and I was standing on a great road. I didn't know where it
leads to. But the first thing that I felt there was thirst. I was really
thirsty! I kept telling the angel "I'm thirsty, I'm thirsty" But it was
like he didn't even hear me. I started to cry, and when the tears ran down my
cheeks, they completely evaporated. There was the smell of sulfur, like burning
tires. I tried to cover my nose, but that made it even worse. All my 5 senses
were very sensitive. When I tried to cover myself, I could smell the sulfur
even more. Also, all those little hairs on my arms, they just disappeared. I
felt all the heat, it was very hot.
When I started looking
around, I saw people being tormented by demons. There was a lady there
suffering, a demon was torturing her. This demon would cut off her head and
with his long spear he would stab her everywhere. He didn't care. In her eyes,
in here body, in her feet, in here hands, he didn't care. Then he would put her
head back on her body and would stab her and stab her. She would cry with
screams of agony.
Then I saw another
demon, this demon was torturing a young man about the age of 21-23. This man
had a chain around his neck, and was standing in front of a pit of fire. This
demon would stab him everywhere with a long spear, in his eyes, everywhere.
Then the demon would grab him by his hair and with the chains he would throw
this man into this pit of fire, then take him back out and would stab him and
stab him. This would go on continually, and every time he would go inside that
pit, I couldn't hear his screams, but when the demon would take him out, he
would scream with agony. I tried to cover my ears because the sound was so
horrible, but I could still hear. My hearing was more sensitive.
I looked at another
demon, and this demon was ugly, the other 2 were ugly to, but this one was the
ugliest. He had characteristics of many different animals; I can't even explain
it with words. He would go around and scare people, and the people would be
really scared.
And then I saw another
demon, but this demon was a beautiful demon, he looked like an angel of God, but
he wasn't. The difference between the angels of God and the demons was that the
demon did not have their name written on their forehead with Gold, but the
angels of God did.
After that, I looked
back at the angel Gabriel, and he was looking up. I thought he didn't want to
see the others being tortured. I thought to myself, "why is he still here?
Aren't I suppose to be there waiting for my turn to be tortured?" I was
also thirsty. And I cried out to the angel, "I'm thirsty I'm thirsty," I
think he heard me because he looked down on me; and he said, "the Lord is
going to give you one more chance."
Immediately when he
said that, all my thirst, all my agony, all my hurting, it just went away. I
felt peaceful. And then he grabbed me by my hand and we were about to rise, but
suddenly I heard my name being called, "Jennifer, Help me, Help me!" I
looked down. I wanted to see who it was, but when I did the flames blocked
their face. It sounded like a girl's voice. I could only see her hands
stretched out, wanted me to help her. I had such a desire, such a want to help
her. When I tried, I couldn't, because my hand went right through hers. I
wanted to help her so much, but you see, she didn't have any hope. I couldn't
help her.
And then I looked
around and I saw my friends, people that I knew, and other people. They looked
familiar but I didn't know who they were. I didn't know their lives, but when I
saw friends from my school there, it hurt me!. I thought to myself, "maybe
the bad testimony that I was giving them, of saying that I was a Christian but
turning back, made them not want to know about God, and turn away from Him.
Maybe it was me that brought them their". That's what I thought. I saw
that in Hell there is no time, there is no past, present, future, everything is
the same, and they are destined to go there. But like I said in the beginning,
I don't want to make up any doctrine, but that is what I saw their. The people
that I saw there are still alive today.
Then the angel took me
back into the presence of God. When I was standing before Him I was on my knees
crying and crying. I still didn't want to look upon His face, because I was
ashamed of myself. But the Lord, with such sweetness in His voice said, "I love you." His love is just like He loves
you who are listening to me. But He told it directly to me. He said He forgave
me for everything that I have done when I offended Him. He forgave me.
God looked at me and He
showed me many things. He showed me the world, the earth. Around the earth I
saw something soft, like the ozone layer, it was around the world, it looked
very soft, and I had such a desire to touch it. When I touched it, I realized
it was the Holy Spirit, because it baptized me, and I began to speak in other
tongues.
During that time, I
looked up and many evil spirits came out of me. When I would get high and do
drugs, that would mess with my mind and would open doors, and these evil spirits
would come into me. They would torture me. The way that I would act was not
really me, it was the evil spirits inside of me. In the Word of God it says
that when your house is cleaned, evil spirits would try to come back by bringing
7 other evil spirits. My house was cleaned when I got saved. And I saw these
evil spirits when I was being baptized, they have 7, and those have other 7, and
those had other 7, and I couldn't even count them all! But the Lord cleaned me
of all those evil spirits.
He also showed me the
future. He showed me the Earth and how things were going to happen, events that
were going to happen. The vision I was given was from now until rapture. He
didn't show me the rapture, but He showed me the things that were going to
happen before that. Each day we are getting closer and closer, and I'm telling
you that the rapture is near! You need to examine yourself, your life, and ask
yourself, "am I ready to go with the Lord?" The Lord showed me this, but
He told me not to tell anybody, but to wait and see that the end is near, I
don't want to tempt God, that is why I won't tell you what I saw. But I am
telling you and warning you that the rapture is near.
I read in Joel
2:28, it is one of the last prophecies; all of them have been fulfilled.
This prophecy is the only one that hasn't been fulfilled, and I tell you now
that is it being fulfilled. Many young people are rising up and preaching the
Word of God. The devil wants to make an army of young people, but the Lord is
more powerful. And if you really accept the Lord and want to serve Him, He will
give you the strength to overcome the devil, so you can preach the word all
around the world, just like He commanded in the Bible.
He told me that I had a
mission, and this mission was to tell all the young people about my vision.
Even if I don't want to do this, it's a commandment that the Lord gave me, and I
will complete it.
When I went back to my
body, I woke up and found myself in the Hospital. I looked around and saw
needles in my arms, things checking my heart, tubes. Soon my parents walked in
and I started crying. They looked very mad, but the Lord told me to tell them
everything, and that's what I did. I told them everything.
When the nurse walked
in, she told us they were very worried about me. She said I would leave and
then come back, then leave and come back. I'd be unconsciousn then conscious
again. This happened three times. They said that one of those times, I didn't
want to come back, and they were worried about me. They also said that foam
would come out of my mouth, and I would blabber words that they didn't even
understand.
Also that night, my mom
was having bad dreams. The little dog that I sleep with went into my parent's
room and scratched my mom's arm and tried to wake her up. When she woke up, she
walked to my room and saw the pillows fixed there. She thought that I was there
so she walked back to her room. Then she saw police lights outside the window.
When she looked out the window, she saw policemen walking to our house so she
woke up my Father. The police told them to call the police department to find
out about me. My parents found out that I was over intoxicated in the
Hospital. At that moment, the Lord spoke to my father and told him not to
worry, because everything was in HIS hands, so my father didn't worry. I spent
three days in the hospital.
A week later we talked
to the detectives, and they told us about that night. They said that the other
girl I was with, she was not supposed to go out either, and her father got all
worried. He went looking for her, driving around, but couldn't find her. So he
went to the police department, and the police announced the kind of car that my
friend was driving to all the patrol cars. A certain off duty officer, was
across the street at a car dealership. He was looking to buy a used car. He
glanced over and saw the car of my friend, so he called the police.
When the police went to
investigate, my friend's car was parked in another spot, so they didn't know
where she was. We were on the 2nd floor in the corner room. The police wanted
to start from that room, and walk down to check each room, asking for the owner
of the car outside. They weren't looking for the girl; they were just looking
for the owner.
When they knocked on
our door, they opened the door and saw me on the floor. But then they left. My
so called friends thought that the police left for good, but in fact they left
to get an ambulance. Soon other police came up there to see what was
happening. When they opened the door, at that moment, my friend, the one I was
talking to, the one I trusted, he was at the point of raping me. But the Lord
used the police to stop all that, and they didn't do anything to me. That is
why I thank the Lord, because He had mercy on me.
And also the prayers of
my parents, I'm talking to you parents. Don't ever stop praying for your
child. If they aren't walking with the Lord, keep on praying for them, never
give up. My parents never game up, and look where I am now, preaching the Word
of God; telling young people to come serve God, because they need Him.
And I want to give a
message to all the young people, I want you to think of yourself, examine
yourself. Think, why should I care what anyone says about me. I used to think
what other people might say about me, but now I understand that they don't even
care about me. They are not going to be there when the Lord is right in front
of me. I remember when I was in front of the Lord, my friend weren't there to
help me, my family wasn't there to help me, my pastor, the church wasn't there
to help me. I was there by myself, and I had to defend myself. In front of Him
you can't lie, because He is so holy. And when I was there I didn't feel like I
belong there, because I was in sin and in Heaven it is holy.
I told you today that
if you haven't accepted the Lord Jesus, to accept Him today. This is the most
important decision in your whole life. I'm not telling you all this to scare
you into Heaven, but so you can see the mercy, the love that He has for us. He
the Father, sent His Son to die for us. So each little drop of blood that was
shed would forgive all of our sins. If you want to accept the Lord, it is the
most important decision in your life. Come to the Lord, don't care what anybody
else says about you.
If you want to server
the Lord, then do it with all your heart, don't just say it with your mouth, say
it with your heart and mind. Don't worry about the future, worry about today,
you never know when you are going to die. I'm only 15 years old and in my mind
I never thought that I was going to die at 15, never.
But you need to think
about that. My life isn't mine, your life isn't yours, we are borrowing our
lives, our lives belong to God. We take advantage of this by not caring, by
going into the world, by doing the things of the world. The world has many
things to offer, but remember God has even more things to offer. The world has
hell and death, but God has eternal life. Eternal life is forever.
Right now if you want
to accept the lord, I want you to bow your head and close your eyes, "Lord God, in the name of Jesus I come to You, O my Lord God at
this moment I want to accept You as my Savior, I want You to come to my life.
Like the sister said about her testimony that Hell is real, she was there. Lord
God, I don't want to go there, I don't even want to think of going there. Lord
God I ask You to forgive me for all the sins I have committed. Forgive me for
everything that I have done. Every little secret sin, my Lord God, I reveal
them to You, so please forgive me for all that. Lord God I believe that You
died on the cross and that Your rose from the dead. I believe that You will
come into my heart and that You will reign in my heart, and be in my heart. I
will read Your word, and I will be more in the Word. I'll go to Church, my Lord
God because I know that You are there at Church. You said that when two or
three are gathered together, You are there. My Lord God I want to be where You
are. I pray all this in Jesus name, Amen"
If you prayed this
prayer, I want to welcome you into the Kingdom of Heaven. Now you have brothers
and sisters all around the world. This is the most important decision that you
will ever make so don't take advantage of it. Don't go back into the world.
The world leads to death, but God leads to eternal life. At each moment you
need to live like it is the last day, and the last time of your life. If this
testimony has touched your heart, give it to a friend, so that they might also
accept God into their heart. Don't let this time just pass by, because this
could be your last time.
Hell is real, I went
there!
by Jennifer Perez
by Jennifer Perez
